Looking back at my first Hon100 assignment, I reflected on the confidence I was starting to gain in my identity. Though I would love to say that I continued on that path, I have actually found myself sliding back into an uncomfortable place with both my identity and wellbeing. In some ways, I know there is comfort in that since discomfort and obstacles are always accompanied by growth. That is still not meant to invalidate my struggles, and I am lucky to be able to admit so today. Younger me would not have had the courage to admit she is not at her best.

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I have always enjoyed reflecting. Honors 100 has sharpened my clarity on why introspection is important and how it helps one appreciate how far they have come while also gaining perspective on what needs improvement. Another valuable achievement from honors 100 has been figuring out my plan to graduate by the end of next year, which is a year earlier than I would otherwise. Through honors 100, I also found out about a variety of tools and resources that are available to support students through their UW journey and beyond. That includes different websites, online tools, and academic support resources.

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Other than reflecting, I have also discovered that I value mindfulness, gratitude for little things, and approaching experiences with a minimalist mindset. I have gained a sense of appreciation for how simplistic things are often the most profound & unforgettable. This has also enhanced my sense of assertiveness in the type of individuals I allow into my space & give energy & time to (that is those who are thoughtful & attentive to the more natural, simple parts of life). Knowing my needs better has allowed me to let go of things & create room for better ones to come along.

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By the time this school year is over, I would like to have earned stable-enough grades that would set me up for success in my final year and in my hopes for applying to and getting into medical school. I would also like to have developed a neat portfolio that I could use to document my journey even after graduation, not only to showcase to others, but to have that reference of the past for myself. Finally, I hope that by the time I graduate I will have found a few people who match/reciprocate my energy and that I am genuinely able to connect with on a deep level.

Something that I did not expect to see at UW is how similar most people’s experiences are. Although everyone has unique backgrounds, they are all here with the same passion and motivation for achieving their goals, helping others, and making the world a better place. Because of that ambition, everyone struggles to some extent, and those struggles often have commonalities. It is similar to how I felt in my high school, but the difference is that here I feel as though people are more willing to open up about their struggles and there are more resources.                                                                                         

WC: 510